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After living a dream ( even for a short period) , you realize that this wasn't really your dream , this wasn't what you wanted from your life ! Nothing is wasted in life , except time ! when you focus on not wasting time everything loses taste ! what is wasted time ? time not spent in improving yourself but instead having fun with friends ? or just sitting and relaxing getting your thoughts together ? or is it the time you spend building up your "career" so that when your 50 and most of your life is already done you are a ceo of a company ? its just not worth it ! life is not about leaving your mark , because when you leave this life you transform into a soul which supposed to have better needs ( or if you don't believe in afterlife its even worse ) , is life simply about having fun ? living it simple ? or is it about feeling achievement on your dead bed ? is life about worrying about regret in the final moment ?