pointless

Why should i say what i have in mind if there is something better to say ? its not how i truly feel or think but its better , my honesty only hurts and never helps , and i'm rarely honest , if i was truely honest to any of you , you wouldn't be talking to me ,, you can say i'm polite , thats what i say to myself , but don't tell me that you appreciate my honesty , because humans simply can't handle it ,, you would tell me that sweet but un sincere words have no value and are pure lies, well my dear if they are repeated enough they'll become the truth , and basiclly all sweet words are not sincere ,thats why thier effect is much weaker than harsh words , because harsh words are the truth , i know this post is pointless , but really is there anything that isn't ? ,,so why waste energy saying the truth and defend it , why waste energy doing anything ? say whatever will make the other person happy and make him shut his fucking mouth , laugh at thier fucked up jokes and stories , do not crticize thier faults , so basiclly don't do anything , just obsereve,, laugh about it with yourself ....shababa3ababa shaa5aaa5aa