Monday, March 19, 2007
my biggest fear ....
i'm the type who likes to know about stuff , even if its little knowledge , and after the small briefing i get ( usually from an expert in the field ) i chose if i want to get into it or not , at first i work alot on improving myself , then my life becomes this thing then i reach to a point where i can't get any further in it ! i don't drop the subject because i have too much pride to admit defeat so i just continue in this field and start with something else ! reach out to the point where i am "good " but not Great , at first it was okay i thought i was just finding my way and i'll find something in the end ! my current biggest fear is to never excel in anything ! and it has been giving me a few sleepless nights !
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well ,i believe that everyone is born with a gift BUT very few are fotunate enough to find what they were born to do so you're gonna have to get used to the thought that you might not find what you're looking for , and maybe you'll never excel in something ,but you'll have to make the best out of what you "like" , because very few people find out what they "love" to do
i believe that you are from the few people who can reach an outstanding character in the future. being (good) in many ways you've tried and you'll try should not cause you sleepless nights. you just didn't find the perfect skill that reflects your talent yet. ambition is what i find in you. so go for it, and never feel worry, use your fear as a challenge. you don't believe in the ordinary way to live.
i have too much pride to admit defeat ...... my current biggest fear is to never excel in anything !
Ditto! :s Especially for the first part!!
Even though I recently discovered a fiel I literally monopolise; pride, the crappy kind of pride you mentioned in your post though :D
Anyway, I'm sure you will find something you excel in, other people might appear to be content with whatever it is that they're doing and that is because they never tried anything else and because they don't want to try anything else, people like us will end up having nattoufeh about everything, and because "good" isn't a word in our dictionaries we'll never feel that we excel at anything, we're very competitive and we take nothing but the best. Am I making any sense?:D
BTW, I hate that you check your blog every decade :@
I like reading your posts, so you should post more often :D
@moh : i used to believe that gifts and talent doesn't exsist , what matters is how much effort you put into things , but latly i started to wonder ! But i totally agree on sticking to what i like .
@a-mok : thanks for the incouraging comment , i didn't give up yet , but it gets tiresom in time , but giving up is not on my list
@ Kouki : So what yor saying is that even if we excel at something we'll still call ourselves "good " at it , ending in disatisfaction ?well thats an intersting theroy but a little bit scary ! About me not posting much , well i simply post something when something comes up my mind so i wasn't paying much attention on the dates , i'll try to blog more , thanks for reading :D
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