I feel ..

wake up , you've been sleeping for so long , it is okay to make mistakes but it is foolish not to learn from them , is that what you needed to wake up ? the least person you expected to wake you up to warm you about your old intentions ? Idiot ! idiot !

it does not matter now , it could be too late , it could be too soon , it does not matter , you heard the call , answer it , it is time to finally know , and time to finally understand , your fear of regret is what is causing all this . It is time , face it , face it now or never , remain hidden in your shell , a shell that will soon be broken and you'll be laying naked in front of yourself . It is time .